Step by step, we make the climb. I felt your healing vibes. I felt the strength. And it pushed me to another rung on this ladder of recovery. And for that I thank you and owe you more than you will ever know. Some old version of me would have slurped these vibrations of strength and kept them stored deep inside of me, hoarding and holding. But not anymore. I received them, and I gave them away. I now know this is how the healing process works.
It’s not the healing of me. It’s the healing of us. Healing is a selfless act. In order to heal myself, I must heal the world of those closest to me. And that heals us all. It’s a strange way to look at things, I know; but it’s the only thing I know.
I’m making a conscious effort to shift my consciousness away from the selfish version of me, which propelled me for the past 33 years and culminated with attaining my childhood dream, if only for a brief moment, and then endless eternities to reflect on what has happened. Why it has happened. And how I can turn this into a positive and rise from the ashes once again.